crafting

di kalasakit ni..boleh la berblogging..oh ye bestnye dah berjaya siapkan nappy beg kaler oren ..tapi yg tak best mesin jahit dah rosak..anyway, arshad dah hantar untuk repair.. huhh duit lagi..! ade tiga web design kena siapkan, untuk abah, xander design and kaboose.. but tadi i made a foolish mistake and (just don wana describe here....) ..

my craft project in the making ..few ideas are:- bags, tea set, bracelets, roll pencil box, kids blanket, felt, tshirt n felt and hairclips n felt. waahh tak saba dah nak start. last week pegi berjoli kat johor , menyibukkan diri ikut huby g keje. okla tata.

sakit pelut

Kuasa Allah..sakit perut pun bole jejaskan keje yg tak menggunakan perut. dulu org kate kalau dah kawin senggugut pun hilang..abih tu apesal la ade lagi period pain nihhh?? huwaaaaa.... keje sudah berlambakk.. HELP!!!

note: misseddd missedd misssssssss ferdowsi n ashrafffffffff :(:(

I love you

This is from Astro monthly magazine (click on picture to read article)..betul ke lelaki memang susah nak bgtau dia sayang kat kita.. and susah nak bgtau dia sayang anak-anak? actually that statement is half Arshad and half not. Me myself tak suka disogokkan dgn macam2 ayat yang power2 but towards the end they were only words to make me feel good. Kadang2 mmg bende2 ni perlu but sometimes when it's too much it will just making damage. Well, Arshad is just a simple person that people who knows him will like him a lot. Back to statement above,my huby mmg tak pandai cakap sayang tapi dia tunjuk sayang tu and me n babies faham.

Semalam Arshad suruh aku baca artikel ni . Rasa terharu sebenarnya. Tapi tak tunjuk la kat dia, maybe ego seorang isteri. Arshad, sebagai seorang suami ( ikhlas aku bgtau ni..) banyak sangat pengorbanan yg dah dia buat untuk aku dan anak2.

1. Aku ingat satu masa tu, masa tu aku mengandung tgh sakit belakang, dia sanggup amik cuti emergency utk nak selesai kan hal2 rumah dan utk teman aku yg sakit belakang.
   
2. Aku jugak tahu yang dia sanggup naik moto pegi kerja (sedangkan ada kereta) sebb nak save duit belanja..yela..alasan dia taknak tempuh jem.
   
3. Hari2 Arshad ku balik tengahari walaupun panas terik semata-mata nak lunch tghari sama2.
4. Weekends nya hanya untuk family.
5. Tak pernah force aku buat ape2 yang aku tak suka padahal aku selalu force dia buat macam2
6. Selalu promise sesuatu yang best, walaupun dia tak mampu..but always i notice dia akan bekerja keras untuk dapatkan apa yang aku mahu.
7. The best on top of everything, Arshad ku sentiasa pujuk aku
   

• walaupun dia yg sepatutnya merajuk atau marah
• walaupun aku salu menyakit kan hati dia (tiada motif..suka-suka je..)
  

sedihlah...

To my Arshad - Happy Father's day.. I love you so much.

Semalam chatting with edora, nenda dia pass away last week. Pernah jumpa nenda dora,and have to say that memang nenda nya so lovely. Al fatihah.

Teringat jugak, nenek ku (uwan) datang melawat cucu faveret dia (aku la tu) minggu lepas. Masa tu baru lepas routine check up kat HKL. Damn HKl so slow. Kesian uwan. She must actually use the hydro dylasis machine kat rumah and in fact she must routinely go for hemodylasis tapi entahla so many procedure and so many obnoxious complexity here n there. Uwan datang, and nampak so so so happy. Mak seperti biasa belanja Hassan. And Arshad jugak balik tghari tu, and we ha da big lunch together. oh ya, haritu im on fasting. so, tgk org makan je lah. Thanks uwan for coming..dapat jugak peluk uwan masa tu......huhuhuhuhuhu :D:D (sedih + happy)

Oh ye, tuka mode. I had suddenly so into crafting. Will buy a sewing machine soon..and I know i will love this project a lot. Thanks to Alli for writing so many inspiring words (One Pearl Button) that makes me wanna move on with crafting. good luck hanna..tehhehehe!

Alli's workplace (One pearl Button)

My days are always the best days in my life when im with my babies...

My days are always the best days in my life when im with my babies...

Lookout Point Ampang - Menara Tinjau Ampang

Last week kitorg pegi Lookout Point Ampang, dekat jalan lama Kajang to Pandan Indah. Masa tu pemandangan agak hazy. Ada few restaurants kat atas tu but mostly non halal. Al kisahnye aku terpelecok masa dukung fer + tpt tu berbukit. Oleh itu, I hardly walk. kesian kan.

New look lagi

Check out new items and jewelries with 30% discounts for all items! Sale until end of July 2009!

Kali pertama menggosok gigi

Ashraff aka ayap sudah pandai gosok gigi

Weekend ku

Letihnya..baru lepas mengemas rumah ni..n here i am to blog again. Hari ni hari Ahad 17 may 2009. Mak telifon pagi tadi ajak pegi Singapore..waww..bestnye..ada sedara dia kawin kat sana..but for me for sure if i were to go..my frst purpose is JALAN-JALAN! tehehheheh..tapi Arshad tadi kate pasport dia dah expired n dia mcam malas nak renew..uhuhu..well, ive to work hard and smart to make him wanna go..tunggulah..must make a plan n think wisely and must succeed this plan.

Semalam went to Alamanda..a sacred place to me..my old college days was there..masa tu "instant"dating pun kat sana la paling best..walaupun pada ketika itu carrefour pun hidup segan mati tak mau. There at Alamanda was also a place I went out with my crush..hehehhe..oopss..so sweet la masa tu..(he is still a person I adore)..oh ye..Alamanda was also a place me and aju went for outing..ingat tak aju? walaupun masa tu tak byk kedai lagi..but it was just the place..uhuhuhuhuk..emo seh..

My baby , si ferdowsi sekarang is addicted to numa-numa ..video clip yg budak2 fcm berjoget dlm bilik tu..last b4 dat clip, fer was addicted to cats and birds kat youtube..so, me and arshad kenala melayan dia by searching birds n cats clips kat youtube..hmm, i dono y but rasa macam fer ni 1 year wiser than his age..sgt2 hyperactive..and like i used to said - cant catchup with his speed..letih woo..oklah..ni belum mandi lagi ni..hari ni, arshad nak belanje hassan! woohoooo...oh ya..making it clear here..arshad bukan belanja hassan..tetapi belanja makan kat "hassan"..makan ayam kampung dgn gulai kawah..yummy!

Here also, would like to wish all - my mother, mother in law and friends..happy mother's day..oh ya..last scene masa mother's day tu..arshad kate tak yah masak.."hari yg tak payah masak"..tp akhirnya menjadi "hari yg perlu masak"..kerana simply mother's day sepatutnye membahagiakan suami dan anak2ku...chill!!

Party N Dinner Jewelries Got Its New Look!!

I had just changed my jewelry blog's skin, giving it a fresh new look. It is sweeter and yummilious! Also, my store is up for 30% OFF for all items (saje kasi bold di sini)...it is a stock clearance..grab them NOWW!!

My Ashraff !

Talking Cats

Happenings This Week

Happenigs this week..uhhh y am i suddenly susah nak menaip? my elbow had dis little cramp after playing badminton just last few hours tonight..but im going to give an effort to finish this post..(bismillah hirahmanirrahim...)

well..last monday i'm expecting my friend's breaking news about her - delivering her newborn.was expected dat she going to deliver on monday but stil no news until MOnday 8pm . i called her husband, en aiman , and he said that mash was having a little fever and possibly delivering her baby soon that night...and yes, around 10.30pm Monday 20th April 2009, a cute baby girl was born..my friends were now formally a mama and papa. congratess! sebenarnye im d one yg sangat runsing + risau ..i donno y..mayb simply she's (Masshy) like a sister to me.. however...thanked God..everything was ok..chilll!!

That Monday night I attended tahlil in Kajang, my morther's close cousin met with an accident while in Umrah in Bir Ali, and he died in the accident. Alfatihah.

My hubby has been change to another division after TM again restructure. he's quite busy lately but i know he manage to cope with that.

My fer is now in Subang staying with my parents. He is having his own sweet days there. Mak n abah is spoiling him..esp mak..sungguh memanjakan Fer..uhuhuh..oh ya..Fer able to make sentence ..and i noticed that last Saturday..he said (sambil memegang bola) "Tuk ...yaaaa!" meaning "Atuk..bolaa" ...huhuh i was cooking then i heard that and i kept that in my brain to remember the date my son making his first sentence (or maybe phrase). It is an impressive development i can tell. That shows by age 1.5 yrs old a toddler able to express emotion, share what he knows and tell stories. Other words Fer usually use is like abah,ibu (waahh..hehheh), atuk, uwey (uwan= refer to my mother), nenek, apis (refer to abang) ,kakak, ayam, fish, car, cat, ball, bola, kete (he said kete not kereta..hahah), moto, eryuk (peluk),mam (makan) and pokok. actually there are few others..

My ashraff is going to be 6 months this thurday..and he is with me..he milk and sleep a lot..hahha..like his father..hmm..my hands is better now..cramp has easily gone..till here..tata

My Chicken Little

This is my chicken little..very chicky . He's wearing a pair of 250 + 300 powered glasses caused by left eye retina problem. But still he is so chicky and hyperactive!

The dream I dreamed

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life woth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used
And wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung
No wine untasted.

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
As they turn your dream to shame.

And still
I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms
We cannot weather...

I had a dream my life would be
So different form this hell I'm living
so different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed
The dream I dreamed.